"I’m struggling living with the way I look after surgery to remove two tumors on my scalp right in front. I have a 4 inch by 5 inch bald patch the size of your palm. It’s also got scars where they attached skin graft from my thigh. I know I should be happy it’s been a year without more melanoma but my life is forever changed. I just can’t believe I have to hide under hats, scarves, wigs for the rest of my life."