Malignant Metastatic Melanoma

I am about to begin my 4th battle with melanoma. They have all been in the same general area. None have looked like melanoma pictures online. This pathology report came yesterday (Thanksgiving Eve). Come to think of it, all 4 have come right before holidays. One was on a day that I was making Christmas cookies with my granddaughter. Both breast cancer diagnoses also came before holidays. Anyway, I digress, what I really want to know is if anyone has any information to share about the malignancy involving the dermis. If you do, please share with me. Thank you. Happy Thanksgiving. Please stay safe from Covid 19.