Hey everyone, i apologize in advance if this is not the right place to look for advice, but here i go:
recently i've been informing myself to know better about the dangers and signs of skin cancer, i've had moles all over my body as long as i can remember and i've been to a dermatologist in the past to check some of them, all turned out to be benign even if oddly shaped or big in size.
Only recently i realized how suspicious this mole like shape looks on my face, it's been there over a year and with recent knowledge about the signs of skin cancer, especially basal cell carcinoma, i'm extremely fearful i might have it and that i've been ignoring it for far too long. Since its right on my face (on my cheek), i am devastated to think what kind of a disfigurement i might have if my fears are going to be confirmed and an operation will be needed, but i wont be able to see a dermatologist anytime soon, only in a few weeks. Could anyone perhaps share their experiances if they had something similar to my lesion? Any advice and comfort is greatly appreaciated, i dont know what to do to calm myself down till ill be able to see a dermatologist 🙁
for more context, i'm a 24 year old female, had numerous skin problems all my life, ranging from acne to seborrheic dermatitis, not to mention numerous scars that already cause a great deal of insecurity.
Thank you so much for any help or comfort!