...I am so sorry. There seems to be a big difference across the board in the way surgeons handle decisions like this. I think you are definitely doing the right thing now, though. You are researching the best way to care for the wound you have. You are being proactive and practicing self-care.
I am keeping you in my thoughts as you continue to heal and hoping the worst of the experience is soon far behind you.
Hugs, April, SkinCancer.net, Moderator