Do As I Say (And Not As I Want To Do)
I have a confession. I’m not always a model patient. Sometimes I want to hide places from my dermatologist. Not exactly hide them, I guess, but not point them out to her. I mean, if it’s meant for her to see them, she’ll find them, right?!?
Tired of getting poked and prodded
Why do I feel like this, you ask? Because sometimes, when I’m headed to the dermatologist's office for a checkup, I’m just really dreading getting treated. I don’t want to get poked and prodded and numbed and biopsied and frozen. Sometimes, it’s exhausting to think that my 6-month skin check may end up with me getting some or all of those things done, and I just don’t want to go through it yet again.
This isn’t a smart plan, I know, and I also know I’ll end up pointing out any suspicious areas to my doctor, whether I really want to or not. To be honest, there are days I’m afflicted with what I’ve heard described as “skin cancer fatigue.” Some days, I’m just tired of procedures. I’m tired of the daily skin checks I subconsciously do on myself, even if I don’t intend to - it just happens.
Always wondering what's next
I’m tired of the just-like-clockwork twice a year skin checks with my dermatologist, or more often if needed. I’m tired of worrying about every new area that pops up, wondering if it’s another skin cancer. I’m tired of lying awake at night sometimes, wondering what may be next. And I’m tired of having skin cancer.
Show your doctor, no matter what
I know that makeup can cover up small areas, making them harder for the dermatologist to see – and sometimes I am tempted to do this. I also know, though, that trying to hide any suspicious spots from my doctor isn’t a good idea. Not for me, and not for you either. So please, do as I say, not as I sometimes want to do. Make an appointment with your dermatologist for a skin check. Show your doctor everything that is concerning to you, no matter how big or small it is. But don’t beat yourself up too much if you’re tempted to not point out every little spot. I totally understand.
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